BZ and Heart Feeling

Salam...Hi there!.In between, i dunno where shud i start,actually.Im bit lost lately...its not ez yup its not ez to be a mother or wife .U need full of commitment to handle both.Sometimes we are very good in handling ur kids but u failed on the other part as a wife.Its not good thow to reveal here...yes! Beck rs perlukan kaunseling to handle this feeling.In marriage,people used to say pengorbanan + pengorbanan + pengorbanan + understanding dari salah seorang...nope i dont agree on that...it has to be both party okay!!!...dat is my opinion thow...yes definetely I hope he know what hes doing all this while....