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Assalamualaikum, Alhamdulillah syukur kehadrat Allah swt n its Ramadhan yg ke-11.Wow! bukan berhabuk tp dah bersawang dah blog nie ditinggalkan.Terlalu byk kenangan manis,masin dan pahit dilalui selama ia ditinggalkan...17th July 2010 (saturday) PIL yg dah pergi kembali ke rahmatullah,yes! Love will tear us apart...cuba dengar Joy Division...quite touching 99.9% of ur heart.Lots of thing spinning n muving around,life must go on ...yes + mental + fizikal kena kuat menghadapi,eventhow am only a menantu but still highly respect n lov them truly like my own parents. N till now,i can fil not even 1 of us dpt menerimanya tp ketentuan Allah swt x bole kita ragui,theres a reason....have u eva heard org2 tua slalu berkata "orang2 yg baik pergi dulu sebb Allah swt sayang mereka sgt2"...n this thing happen month b4 ramadhan 2010...cuba imagine how hard they went thru 1st year Syawal w/o them ...sgt sedih,airmata dropping setiap sudut rumah mengingatkan kami pd mreka...Bau mreka masih segar berterbangan...Abah n Emak...we mis u a lot,rindu nak salam tangan Emak ,rindu nk tengok Abah sambut bila kami pulang...i mis Abah punya "Assalamualaikum" sgt lembut dan bersopan...I mis him especially bgun subuh buat susu ank,Abah dah bersiap mandi nak bukak masjid Linggi...I mis Emak punya kuih bom(i fil dem regret x sempat nk blajar frm her)...evrything too much to mention ere...

Yes its true kan,for us yg masih left over in tis world,ambil iktibar utk berubah kearah kebaikan...even myself sometimes masih alpa + leka.But thanks to Allah swt,gifted me a very nice n lovly khalif@huby,he guides me,taking care my heart,feeling ...alwaz reminds me in evrything...we reminds each other ...once he told me "i have no one else anymore beside my siblings...i only hve u n anak2 in my heart" how touching kan(sob sob tsk isk... :'( ...Yes i lov U...no matter how hard it is...

More...mmm my own Ayah jatuh tandas ms amik wuduk maghrib ...he collapsed dan dia sedar2 dah mlm,cuba panggil jiran2 tp x dengar coz mlm kan(my Ayah tinggal seorang since he divorce dgn my Emak...) ...my Ayah told me dat dia mengesot bit by bit smp pintu rumah,kain pelekat dia pon tercabut ms dia mengesot,n he managed to open d door,abg hasbullah jiran seblah saw my father lying down on d floor half naked n he called ambulance.Ayah admitt kat hospital PD n in d afternoon diaorg shifted Ayah to Seremban's Hospital sebb Ayah ada darah tinggi,n dat time d reading was so high...so diaorg ref case Ayah to Seremban...Alhamdulillah ,since Beck in Seremban,so its quite close to me n ez 4 me come n visit him frequently...

So after Ayah dah kluar Hospital n ms awal2 nie Ayah only lying down ,his right hand x bole angkat lansung paralyse but his left hand still ok ...kitaorg dah decide my 2nd elder Bro,Urin akn jaga Ayah,coz he got maid atleast ada helper sket.Thanks to my Bro Urin,sebb byk spend duit ,masa n tenaga taking care of Ayah.N my lil Bro Jeli pun gilir2 jaga Ayah,jd driver bwk Ayah ke Columbia Hospital for physio ...jaga makan minum Ayah..n not forget to my eldest bro abg Fendi yg gilir2 jaga bila Urin bercuti .thanks a lot to all of u guys!!! ...

N Ayah getting better rite now,sekarang Ayah dah stay balik kat rumah dia,Urin spends a lot renovating d house for Ayah's convinience...Ayah can walk,sit by himself...Makan minum ,semua Urin akan handle...dia gajikan our Pak Ndak utk belikan b'fast ..lunch utk Ayah,n he bought Ayah a handphone so dat ez bila ada emergency.

Last mts ,ada bad news lg,my longlost good fren Suhaila from Muar,we used to work together long time ago masa kat MAS ticketing jln Sultan Ismail x silap Beck 2002-2004 mcm tular,i cant recall...i still remember her hubby dulu nk tackle Sue,Sue memg ramai peminat dan dia ckp kat Beck "ish x minat lar aku kat jantan tue,dahlar rambut kerinting mengerbang ..."alih2 tackle punya tackle...berkawen gak mereka...